Okay so I'm swearing by this: I'm going back to blogging. However, I don't know which ones I have to tell out there to nothingness and which I am going to keep in my subconsciousness. Whatever it is that I want to let out in this web world should just be in the web world.
What I'm going to openly write is things that might be acceptable, relate-able and never anything like that new TV series SENT. Hopefully, I don't make that mistake.
I do speak forcefully and annoyingly righteous at times. I don't know if I can really do it in writing. I'm not organized in physical things let alone, those abstract thoughts jumbled in my mind.
And so, it is with much effort that I would be writing down everything in my mind. What I'm not saying should be in writing. Of course, with temperance which I'm working on to let go. I don't have the option to say anything freely. Hopefully, I have the option to write freely.
I have burned so many bridges in this lifetime that I ran out of ways to cross to the other side.
People cannot live on their own. We all need someone. That's the humbling truth. We all think of ourselves as self-reliant. However, there is a limit to our own resources. We all need help to fill up what we could not provide.
When we were young, friendship means having somebody share your interest. Friends share your victories as well as your struggles in your early life. They're actually taking over the place of parents as confidants whether your parents like it or not. They're the ones you turn to.
Young people surround themselves with the kind of people who seem fit to their taste. They crave to be with other people. It's like a security blanket for them.
For adults, friendship becomes a bit cynical. We need "friends". And our "friends" need us. They are there to help you out. You also need to send help as needed.