NonProductive

Woke up very early today so that my daughter and I could leave early and join her grandparents for one whole day of yabadoo fun leaving her father home alone.  I knew all along that I wouldn't be able to complete any reading backlogs today but I was still hoping for a miracle.

I am way behind at work.

Work entails a lot of reading.

If only they make us read books that I want to read.

Feeling hopeless.

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